lately i’ve been sidetracked with different things going on in my life, weather if i should stay around here longer or stick around longer so i can buy more lens… save up etc.. or just pack up and move to another place. honestly i dont know at all. i’m confused.. i dont know where in the world i want to go any more. in ways which i push my plans into later dates. i dont know why i dont walk the talk but keeps on putting things off. i was supposed to move to China last year, but then again decied to move to SF this year.. then again a call from china change the plane drastically.. am i really going to quit my fat paycheck job and move to china for a simple film gig? i dont know…